Ahhh, its hard to believe it is JULY already !!!

Just a simple 2 and 1/2 months until I am an old married lady. Although to be honest. I think I have the old part already down.

I have managed to get 2 things off my wedding to do list. With many more to come. I have sooo many little things to do and worry about.

Next week I have an appointment every day after work. So that will be tiring.

I have been busy and a bit overwhelmed with things. I will admit and share. But some has been emotional and disappointment. In what you might ask ?? Sooo many things and so many people. Ya know... call me stupid, and maybe I am. But I do sooo much for other's. I just expect they would kindly return the favor. But I guess that's not always the case. Silly for me to think otherwise.

Even though I am getting married, this is a one time deal. No one can seem to take a little time out of their busy lives for a Bride to be ! I am not asking for alot. Just a little help and a little thoughtfulness ! That's it.
Nothing grand. I don't have high, outrageous expectations like some brides. Just some good old fashion TLC, you know love and support.

How do you deal with disappointment ?

How do you not let it pull on your heart strings ?

How do you kindly, express it to the people you would like to ?

How do you get it off your chest and move on ?

Do you then change your behavior to those who always seem to keep disappointing you ?

Its a hard one. Any suggestions please let me know.

I am open for postive and supportive suggestions.
Except for it will be fine and don't worry.

I simply feel like this one happens once and I want to have good memories of it. Not ones of disappointment.

On a good note.....................

All in all. I do have to give Jes alot of credit. We have not had a single fight or disagreement once yet over any wedding items. He has been loving and supportive over everything. I am sooo blessed for that. He has been helpful and taking things very well. I am soo thankful for that. Often this is a stressful time for the couple getting married. Although it has been stressful with so many things to do. It has not been stressful with us or our relationship. So I must have a little Angel with me on that one.

As hard as it gets sometimes. I am trying to keep my head up and take the good with the bad.

Later all.