Home and Suffering

Well, it is Thursday night, and I am home. After spending nearly most of the day at work suffering from a major migraine headache I had to leave work @ 2pm.
I tired so hard to make it the whole day. But when I pain got sooo bad I just had to go.

Not thinking I could make it the drive home. I went to my parents home to rest for a bit. I knew no one would be there this afternoon. I took more Advil as I got there.
Rested for some time. But no luck getting over it.
With much pain and disappointment, so time later I made it home to my own bed.

I feel terrible. Not only my body..my head but my heart.
Today I was to leave work a bit early and go apply for my new social security card so I could get the ball rolling with the rest of my name changes and things at work. But tonight was suppose to be my night with my Grandfather at the nursing home. It was warm and sunny out. We could have gone outside on the patio for a nice visit. Normally my grandma would be home. But her and my mother are gone. With my head as it was, I could barely make it home much less to visit all night with him. I am so sad. I have printed wedding pictures of us together to put in his room. I have bought fall and halloween decor to put up in his room. I wanted to do it all. Spend some meaningful one on one time with him. He is sooo cute and always has the cutest things to say. Good memories for sure. All stolen from me tonight because of this pain in my head.

I am feeling a bit better, the pain is not as intense, but by no means gone. I am hoping I feel back to myself by tomorrow. As for the pain I am sooo ready to wave good bye to it.

I don't have any meds from the doc for these migraines. But you can bet my next visit I am going to have to ask for some. The over the counter ones just aren't even making a dent in the pain.

Hope this day, for you was far better then it was for me.

Any suggestions on Migraines, please feel free to let me know.

Signin' Out.
Night Night