Life

Ahhhh today...

What is today ? For us kids here in the state of Mn, its another winter day. Yet a bit warmer.. more depressing..miserable snow in the forecast. I don't know about everyone else. But I am soo tired of this weather. It is a total downer for me. The warmth and the sun shine is WAY over due in my book.

I've had alot going on... alot of my mind and not feeling so hot myself and trying desperately a way to hang in there. A way to survive it all. Which in it self is not an easy task, not at least for me.

Sure.. we all have challenges.. we all have bad things happen and we all have FULL plates and many items to juggle on those plates. But there are times you find yourself..asking questions.
Hard questions, right now I have alot of those questions, these are big questions, ones that will change my life. Ones that I need to make to improve my life and quality of it. But with these questions and decision's comes its fair share of stress, uncertainty, among other things not so fun, and of course the questions.. what next, and HOW do I do it. Where do I start ? It is also something that is ALWAYS... easier SAID THEN DONE. Easy for others and myself to say do this or do that. Not so easy however for the actual task to be completed. If it is completed. There is much time and research and work then needs to be done in order to make sure the changes and decisions are sound ones for me and fits my needs.

Ahhhh today... I am blessed with sooo much, yet there are many other parts of my life that need a COMPLETE over haul.... the time is coming more quickly now then before and that is not as fun either. The time limit is shorter.

Friends and extended family... please keep me, as well as my family in your thoughts and prayers. As I do my best to figure out what is right for me and how to make it happen successfully.

Ahhhhhhh that's all from me today............

Just another day in this thing we call life...... I know God must have a better and bigger plan for me